MOVED TO !!!

BYE!

A lot of things are nice. Support, encouragement, good leftover pizza...

Knowing people care about you...

When the dogs aren't constantly barking at nothing...

Being treated like you are the competent 19 year old college student you know you are...

Being respected in general...

To hear "I love you" from people you love...

Yes.

A lot of things are nice.

"To fall in love is easy, even to remain in it is not difficult; our human loneliness is cause enough. But it is a hard quest worth making to find a comrade through whose steady presence one becomes steadily the person one desires to be."
- Anna Louise Strong

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1) Youuuuuu
2) Good anime.
3) Playing awesomely fun video games with friends
4) Catssss
5) Rain/thunderstorms
6) VERY LOUD JAPANESE MUSIC IN THE CAR!!
7) Inside jokes :3
8) Talking to people like Crevan, Meg, Ryan, my sister, my cousin
9) Pretty arts that people put a lot of effort into and are nice enough to share with the rest of us
10) Swimming

Basics

1)What's your character's name?
Kali Krisalyn

2)How old is he/she?
20 something-ish, I suppose

3)Is your OC a boy or girl?
Girl!

4)What's his/her race?
Well...I guess based on the commission pic from *zetallis she is half cat half human...I mean, I really had a hard time deciding if she was full on cat or what, and I just kinda let *zetallis do what she wanted...lol... and it turned out really well, i love how she has pink hair, pink ears with white fluffs, and a pink tail. <3

Appearance

1)If this character were to suddenly become part of the 3D world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
Well, probably a few...

2)Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
Yeah I think so

3)What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
Pink hair, purple eyes, umm she's short? also ears and a tail, of course

4)Would you consider your OC as attractive?
Yeah

Personality

1)Temper?
A few things can set her off real fast, but mostly she's pretty calm and laid back...or just hyper/happy

2)Does your character ever get depressed?
Hmm...I guess she might, sometimes. But she doesn't let it show.

3)Leader or Follower?
Follower, I guess. But she can be really bossy and is kind of a control freak about some things...it's the curse of being the eldest sibling...

4)What is the main aspect of his/her personality?
she's really cheerful, sometimes incredibly hyper, and she cares a lot about other people.

History

1)Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
Not really, right now....I hadn't really thought of any family for her...

2)Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
I suppose so, she is old enough to be, but she does have Crevan :3

3)Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
Hmm...

4)What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
Right now. :3

Romance

1)Single?
No

2)Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
I would hope so...umm one that I know of...

3)Virgin?


4)Does your character like flirting?
does she? hmm...I think she might do it without realising, but she gets mad when other people flirt with her boyfriend lol

Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with? (Sorry, no creatures of myth and legend allowed!)
white cat

2)Musical Instrument?
umm...piano?

3)Element?
lightning, apparently which is awesome!!

4)Planet?
Pluto hahaha I don't know!

Showing the Love

1)Do you draw your character?
no

2)Do you write about him/her?
yes

3)Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
no

4)What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
uhh...people call me kali...haha.....

RANDOMIZE!

1)Is your character wanted for anything?
no

2)What are three weaknesses in him/her?
a. she gets kind of jealous...but then she will just go play video games or distract herself until it passes
b. she thinks about other people far more than she thinks about herself
c. she's very ticklish

3)Strengths?
she's fast, and agile, very flexible, coz she is a cat, also she's small, i think that can be a strength. she has a good sense of humour too and i guess she's a good dancer, yeah. she should be.

4)Does your OC drink or smoke (etc.)?
eww nuuu

5)What's one quirk about him/her?
she hates to leave the house without wearing a choker and a ribbon around her tail :3

6)Does your character have any phobias?
losing people who are dear to her, being completely alone and homeless, spiders, tickle torture

7)What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
oh geez...hurt people she cares about...

8)Does your OC like chickens?
not really

The Final Question

What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
Well I have spent a ton of time getting her to be the way I feel is right, and so she's grown into this very real character to me. She has some of my attributes, but also has some attributes I wish I had, like being cheerful more often, and being fast and agile lol. I consider her to be me, only a little bit improved. Like, she's good at more video games, and she is a good dancer. and she's more cheerful on a regular basis. she's my first real character, and i'm very attached to her.

Oh my goodness.

Stress has been building up on me for at least a month or two now, and I keep feeling I'm almost to the breaking point, but then I manage to make it through...granted it hasn't been the best time of my life, too many things are going on that would be getting me down if I didn't have some kind of optimistic approach to life. yes, amazingly enough, i, the emo queen, have optimism. it may not always show, but you know...things have a funny way of turning out for the best...even if at times life throws you some shitty curves...everything happens for a reason, and i just hope that reason is good and leads to happiness.

yay that made no real sense. i just finally feel able to actually write a bit about what's been going on in my head and my life.

i guess this is partly because of crevan's big huge long blog today and partly because when i cried about it, i suddenly discovered that i didn't want to cry about it anymore. i wanted to be happy for him and look forward to hearing about how things go with his dad and also see how much of a man he turns into (crevan, not his dad...lol) i know it may sound weird, but i dunno. i look forward to seeing him be able to embrace a necessary aspect of his life. and i know we'll still see each other, and talk all the time.

i can only hope that i turn out well. i know i will, actually. i need to take my chances and opportunities instead of running away from them because i'm too scared of what my family will think of me. or what other people will. or because i don't want responsibility. i do want it, but i also want support. i just don't want to feel down because of whatever...like not getting along well with my grandmother...ok this is turning into random thoughts get put down into a dA blog night. hokay whateverrrr.

if you've read this far, i salute you. this is the first time i've felt able and ready to cope with writing down my thoughts and not wanting to delete them or run from them. it's been a really...thought provoking past couple of months and i feel ready to tackle the things that i've just been sitting around thinking about. ok maybe sometimes i still feel really scared and unsure...but i'm tired of worrying about things so much. i really want to live my life for myself, and not for my family. i want to make my own decisions and also i want to be able to support myself financially...sadly i think that is one of the only reasons i rely on them so much still, is because they give me money. but i'm tired of that. they keep yelling at me to get a job.

if i were staying here for the summer i totally would have put in an application at quizno's since they are now hiring but no i have to go home for the entire summer. ah well. hopefully i can spend time playing video games, taking pictures, hanging out with friends...life can't be all work and no play...but i think this semester i've been trying to make it mostly work and a little bit of play because i feel so pressured...i do want to succeed but i also need balance.

crap this is really long. but i don't feel like stopping or deleting it. you don't even have to read it. i know most people won't. it's more for me. and kind of for crevan.

i hope getting all this out will help me feel less like a broken record every time i go to write because i keep writing about the same old things. but they are what i'm dealing with. there are a few more things in there, but i don't think i should say them on here. i probably shouldn't even have started writing all this on here, it's such a public forum...too late now. i -finally- got it out, i'm not moving it!